If I started.

If I started running now - just picked a direction and set off - I wonder where I would end up?

And if I continued along my way for hours - ignored the pain and the fatigue - I wonder what would happen?

If I just took no notice of the warning signs my body was providing - kept on and on for miles - would I just run forever?

Or would I - as I strongly suspect I would - simply drop dead?

There is something wrong with this picture. I no longer feel like the Elisa I know so well.

My heart hurts.